daylight savings didn't save me a thing

i am so very tired. this whole daylight savings thing really has thrown me out of wack for some reason. i dont think i appreciate it very much. its only tuesday and i am very ready for the weekend again. i am also ready for spring break. sadly (and i dont know WHAT i was thinking) i offered to work during spring break at old navy. i will still have the weekends, and i am sure that i will still be able to sleep in, heck, im sure they won't even work me everyday, but still i kinda wish i wouldn't have. i need the money though. that speeding ticket, my raise in car insurance and trip to China (hopefully) won't pay itself! I should be finding out in 2-4 weeks (or as so told by some lady with CIEE, haha) if i am accepted or not. last night when i was laying in bed trying to go to sleep, my heart got really jumpy and nervous about going to China. i thought about being gone from my family for 4 1/2 months... can i do it?